Saturday, November 19, 2011

Kenangan Tercipta Indah Bersemadi

Suddenly feel sad when look back all picture and remind back all word that make me laughter.. Miss them so much, I don't know how to tell how much I miss them and all the memory... With them I be more better then before, they give me full support in what I do..
I like to share with all of you some of the memory that I remember until today, KCM ****, this car belong to Nurul izzati.. this car was help from sem 1 until 4.. with this car, I can see my mother when she in the Hospital last sem.. Tq to Tie.. : )
WGP **** This car belong to Norazirah, this is the first car bring me to collage.. Tq Eira..
"Peng, peng" I  miss this word.. Qila, Anne, Ella... I remember this word and the way that three of you use this word..
Sara, "Wowww" hehehe and the important moment when you saw me look at your face without my glasses, you will close back your eyes.. end I will realize that you was wake up  when I wearing my glasses.. all this memory make me feel sad. "Musyid" "Laju nye permpuan belakang tu menari" "Bonggol" Miss them so much.... 

Friday, November 18, 2011

18.11.11.. satu hari yang diselubungi oleh kesedihan...

Tak ada yg tahu pe yang aku tanggung sepanjang hari ni. (18.11.11).. sedih mle kenangan balik.. bkn salh aku, aku tetp di hukum.. But however both of you scold me, I still want to carry on my responsible on both of you.. even hundred hurt word I should heard from both of you when you are scold at me..
I can carry but I cannt show at you.. that the thing that I cannt do..

And for other person, yes, I admit that I do a mistake but you should realized what I say is the reality not fantasy.. I dream a nice relationship but I started to realized that, I cannt get it.. To many problem come over our relationship untill I can stand it.. And at last, my word make we end all that.. I started to accept it.. No more you in my life just my family and my friends.. Perhaps... 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Apa itu rasa keliru??

Nak kata aku ni x btl, aku btl je rase nye (Walaupn kadg2 x btl skit).. aku keliru la dgn setiap keputsan yg aku lakukan.. Ya btl, bg uma islam, setiap ushe yg kte lakukan perlukan di iringi dgn tawakal dan doa.. aku teah lakukan nya tp aku tetap keliru, mgkin aku tiada keyakinan.. d mana aku nk jumpa kenyakinan itu?? 
Perasaan mmg tak seng kte nk tafsir tp nafsu tanpa b,fikir mudah kita kendalikan.. mgkin btl apa yg aku cakap kan tu..
aku perlukan sokongan dr smue pihak, aku mmg seorg yg mudah 10sion (bak kata Kwn sy, Aqila.. aku mention nme ko tau : ).. ) tp... berapa byk tp la ko ni bai.. 
dlm 6 bulan, mcm2 bnde aku lalui.. senang kata dugaan yg menduga aku seorg insan yg lemah, secara jelasnye, (Sbb aku kn kaum hawa).. tp aku b,syukur, setiap dugaan yg menguji aku, aku tetp diberikan sokongan dr insan2 yg aku syg, iaitu keluarga, kwn2 dan juga pensyarah..
dgn bantu mereka disampingan bantu utama dr yg maha esa, hidup aku b,jalan lancar... alhamdulillah...
hnya yg maha kuasa saja mampu membls segala bantuan mereka.. insyaallah..
ingin aku kata kan d sini
"Keindahan Hidup ini Hanya Di hiasi Oleh   
       Kenangan Terindah"

Friday, October 21, 2011

Imbasan memori indah..

           Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidup ku......
Aku sgt hapy dgn memori indah yang tersemat dlm ingatan aku.. aku ingin kongsikan bersme...
ini antra insan yg bergelar sahabat... 

Ini kwn sekolah aku.. Hajar & Leha..

Yg ini kwn kolej aku.. Dr sem 1 smpi akhir... tp x smue la.. ada antra dieorg aku kenal melalui kwn yg aku knl dh lme knl..
Ini Tie & Eira

Ini Wani & Adha

Yg bju biru tu Echa...





 

                                                   












                                                             Ini kwn2 section 3 sem 5...


Yg ni aku knl mse aku sem 4.. nk tau spe... hehehhee 1, 2, 3...
Ini lah insan yg jge aku dkt cni.. Nme die Pak Tam pggilan fmily aku.. walaupn org mengata die, fitnah die mcm2.. die tetap sbr.. aku yakin, org tu akan trime apa yg die pnh wat kt Pak Tam aku ni..

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu Yang mampu menyanjungku Selama mata terbuka Sampai jantung tak berdetak Selama itu pun Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu Darimu...Kutemukan hidupku Bagiku...Kau lah cinta sejatiOoh...Bila yang tertulis untukkuAdalah yang terbaik untukmu Kan kujadikan kau kenangan Yang terindah dalam hidupku Namun takkan mudah bagiku Meninggalkan jejak hidupkuYang tlah terukir abadiSebagai kenangan yang terindah


Friday, September 30, 2011

If the fact is I will lost you, I can't accept it.. this word is from my heart..

                  If you can feel what I feel when I know that I will lost you, You will get the answer why I cry every time when I think about you.. Every days I ask my self why should you get all this, why not me?? Why should I lost all the people that  love.. I need them in my life.. If I get chance, I want to feel the suffer that you feel.. I want you happy like others people.. 
                 If the fact is I will lost you, you will  care about me?? Do you think I will meet with others that nice like you? Do you think that I will find others people that can care on me like you?? Can you give the answer? I only can accept the fact if you say, YES, YOU WILL MEET AND GET PERSON LIKE ME WHEN IM GONE......
                 If you can't give that kind of answer to me, how should I accept the true fact?? Lost you for all my life.. Only your memory with me  be my partner in all my life.. I can't promise that I can forget you.. YOU ARE PART ON MY LIFE... 
                Now, I only can pray for you and wish, you will always healthy and  will make sure that I will care on you as I care my self...




Thursday, September 1, 2011

Dugaan Syawal...

Npe dgn kete ni kt tepi jln?? Bkn nk bli belah kt kdai tepi jln tu k.. hehehe ini kete rosak maa.. adoi.. sumpah first time mengalami keadaan sebegini... Blh lak kabel Klas patah.. adoi... sbar je la.. nk g rye lain lak jd.. 
Tp nsb baik la ada due hero ini.. : )
  
Abang Sham 
Sham <3
pe yg aku leh wat time kete tu wat hal. pe lg aku dok...

 menangok jer... hehehhee 
pe2 un MAT 8710, hang dh cabar kesabar aku hemmm....




Friday, August 5, 2011

Ramadhan

                      Ramadhan... kli ni Ramdhan aku x mcm taun2 lps.. Bru ari ni aku dpt lps kan apa yg aku pendamkn.. Aku x dpt lpskn perasaan sedh dr menyelubungi dri aku ni.. rse b,slh sbb x dpt teman seorang insan yg septutnye menjd tanggungjwb aku utk jge die... lg2 dlm bulan ramadhan ni.. memg kli ni ramadhan yg penuh dugaan bg insan yg aku sygi.. tetapi sedikit kelegaan dpt aku rsakan sbb, bila aku dgr suaranya, aku dpt rasakan kekuatan semngat nye... 5 bulan yg lalu akan aku keng selamnye... aku akan cuba menunaikn tanggungjawab aku sebaik mgkin... aku ingin insan yg aku sygi rasakan rya kli ni rya yg b,makna dan x akan ada sebrg kesuraman.. itu jnji aku pada insan yang aku sygi iaitu mak aku, PUAN SANIMAH.....