If the fact is I will lost you, I can't accept it.. this word is from my heart..

                  If you can feel what I feel when I know that I will lost you, You will get the answer why I cry every time when I think about you.. Every days I ask my self why should you get all this, why not me?? Why should I lost all the people that  love.. I need them in my life.. If I get chance, I want to feel the suffer that you feel.. I want you happy like others people.. 

                 If the fact is I will lost you, you will  care about me?? Do you think I will meet with others that nice like you? Do you think that I will find others people that can care on me like you?? Can you give the answer? I only can accept the fact if you say, YES, YOU WILL MEET AND GET PERSON LIKE ME WHEN IM GONE......

                 If you can't give that kind of answer to me, how should I accept the true fact?? Lost you for all my life.. Only your memory with me  be my partner in all my life.. I can't promise that I can forget you.. YOU ARE PART ON MY LIFE... 

                Now, I only can pray for you and wish, you will always healthy and  will make sure that I will care on you as I care my self...