18.11.11.. satu hari yang diselubungi oleh kesedihan...

Tak ada yg tahu pe yang aku tanggung sepanjang hari ni. (18.11.11).. sedih mle kenangan balik.. bkn salh aku, aku tetp di hukum.. But however both of you scold me, I still want to carry on my responsible on both of you.. even hundred hurt word I should heard from both of you when you are scold at me..
I can carry but I cannt show at you.. that the thing that I cannt do..

And for other person, yes, I admit that I do a mistake but you should realized what I say is the reality not fantasy.. I dream a nice relationship but I started to realized that, I cannt get it.. To many problem come over our relationship untill I can stand it.. And at last, my word make we end all that.. I started to accept it.. No more you in my life just my family and my friends.. Perhaps...