Silaturrahim... Persahabatan...

                 Assallammualaikum, lma dh nk share berita gembira ni. Tapi, x terluah pulak. Mungkin x de sape yg bolh duga kmi akan tetap jd kwn kn.. Jujur aku sndri x sangka, tapi aku sentiasa berdoa yg terbaik..
Dia orang yg paling aku rapat masa aku sem1.. Sblm aku rapat dgn yg lain, dia lah org yg aku rapat dulu, mse orentasi, aku byk dgn die.. Ble kmi di duga, mmg sush aku nk trima, tapi, ini kenyataan yg aku kne trima.. Tp aku b,syukur sblm kmi hbskn beljr dkt kolej, hubgan kmi yg lme  terpisah, kembli pulih.. Bru kmi fham dan tahu, apa yg jd hanya salah faham.. syukur sgt2 mslh kami dh settle dgn baik.... spnjg 4 sem x dpt bork dgn die, mengadu dgn die, mcm2 bnde aku nk story dgn die.. Hope dpt jumpe dia nnt..

Kenangan Tercipta Indah Bersemadi

Suddenly feel sad when look back all picture and remind back all word that make me laughter.. Miss them so much, I don't know how to tell how much I miss them and all the memory... With them I be more better then before, they give me full support in what I do..
I like to share with all of you some of the memory that I remember until today, KCM ****, this car belong to Nurul izzati.. this car was help from sem 1 until 4.. with this car, I can see my mother when she in the Hospital last sem.. Tq to Tie.. : )
WGP **** This car belong to Norazirah, this is the first car bring me to collage.. Tq Eira..
"Peng, peng" I  miss this word.. Qila, Anne, Ella... I remember this word and the way that three of you use this word..
Sara, "Wowww" hehehe and the important moment when you saw me look at your face without my glasses, you will close back your eyes.. end I will realize that you was wake up  when I wearing my glasses.. all this memory make me feel sad. "Musyid" "Laju nye permpuan belakang tu menari" "Bonggol" Miss them so much.... 

18.11.11.. satu hari yang diselubungi oleh kesedihan...

Tak ada yg tahu pe yang aku tanggung sepanjang hari ni. (18.11.11).. sedih mle kenangan balik.. bkn salh aku, aku tetp di hukum.. But however both of you scold me, I still want to carry on my responsible on both of you.. even hundred hurt word I should heard from both of you when you are scold at me..
I can carry but I cannt show at you.. that the thing that I cannt do..

And for other person, yes, I admit that I do a mistake but you should realized what I say is the reality not fantasy.. I dream a nice relationship but I started to realized that, I cannt get it.. To many problem come over our relationship untill I can stand it.. And at last, my word make we end all that.. I started to accept it.. No more you in my life just my family and my friends.. Perhaps... 

Apa itu rasa keliru??

Nak kata aku ni x btl, aku btl je rase nye (Walaupn kadg2 x btl skit).. aku keliru la dgn setiap keputsan yg aku lakukan.. Ya btl, bg uma islam, setiap ushe yg kte lakukan perlukan di iringi dgn tawakal dan doa.. aku teah lakukan nya tp aku tetap keliru, mgkin aku tiada keyakinan.. d mana aku nk jumpa kenyakinan itu?? 
Perasaan mmg tak seng kte nk tafsir tp nafsu tanpa b,fikir mudah kita kendalikan.. mgkin btl apa yg aku cakap kan tu..
aku perlukan sokongan dr smue pihak, aku mmg seorg yg mudah 10sion (bak kata Kwn sy, Aqila.. aku mention nme ko tau : ).. ) tp... berapa byk tp la ko ni bai.. 
dlm 6 bulan, mcm2 bnde aku lalui.. senang kata dugaan yg menduga aku seorg insan yg lemah, secara jelasnye, (Sbb aku kn kaum hawa).. tp aku b,syukur, setiap dugaan yg menguji aku, aku tetp diberikan sokongan dr insan2 yg aku syg, iaitu keluarga, kwn2 dan juga pensyarah..
dgn bantu mereka disampingan bantu utama dr yg maha esa, hidup aku b,jalan lancar... alhamdulillah...
hnya yg maha kuasa saja mampu membls segala bantuan mereka.. insyaallah..
ingin aku kata kan d sini

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